Wednesday, 8 February 2017

"Dah ada isi belum?" questions

Many of you, well who knew me always ask whether I am pregnant or not since I gained some weight. I am NOT PREGNANT and some of the questions is really sensitive to me because you know me well, I am comfortable if you ask privately before comment or ask blindly in public.

You know I am sad within these months of not getting any baby yet. Maybe Allah SWT has plan something big for us. My husband also feels sad when his friends always annoy with one question, bila nak ada anak? Macam takde soalan lain je kan.

We've tried okay? Not because of honeymoon mood lagi. You don't know what I have been through. I've been admitted several times because of my uterus, infection, hormonal inbalance and much more. It is very tiring.

Some of them gave us how to 'do' it because to them, that's how got a baby. Some of them siap offer 'ubat' dan kena telan macam-macam. It is really annoying. I don't want to force my body to do such things and my weight, it is not that I am not healthy. FYI, I am not an obese category. I am petite and short, that's why I look chubby. My BMI is still normal and I can still do physical test. When I tried to jog or else, my internal is bleeding over than 15 days.

So, when you ask me bila nak dapat anak? I always answered, apa kata tanya kat Allah SWT? Kalau la boleh tanya kat telur-telur ovum bila nak jadi baby.. Selalu je jeles dan sedih setiap kali nampak orang dok upload gambar baby & bahagia bersama suami dikala nak babymoon semua.

Positive thinking: Rezeki masing-masing lain. Maybe I got the chance to go travel first around the world before we both commit to have another human being in our life. Double responsible is a heavy planning for both of us for newly weds.

That's all. Thanks for reading. 💚

Saturday, 21 January 2017

NZ campermates at Breakfast Thieves, Bangsar

I always feel happy when I'm with my NZ girlfriends
Rindu serindu-rindunya when recall back our memories together in New Zealand,
it had been 1 year and plus

My Popo yang randomly talkative

Over nau kakak ni

This is Popo, the civil engineer

Yay camper 1 reunion!

Semua single and available except yang mok depan sekali ni

This is Kyrie, the artsy fatsy artist

This is Ainaa, an entrepreneur 

Finally, the single mingle Doctor Zy Masri

The camper one girls without Ayah Mitty, Udey Ismail


Friday, 20 January 2017

#ezzamira's Big Day!The

Alamak, cerita dah basi! Haha sorry sangat
Pengantin dah selamat pun kahwin bulan Disember hari tu

It was a lovely wedding and we all had so much fun!
Including the kelam-kabutness at the hotel 

Not so newly bride haha

Little amoi, Ashia!

The newly weds (not so newly dah nikah kat Bali sebulan haha)

Before she creates waterfall 

Malam berinai with Bangians

The pelamin yang super gorgeous!

MC cakap siapa dapat bunga, orang tu la kahwin. Ni yang dah bukan anak dara tangkap ni macam mana?

Father to be si Faiz ni

Cincin orang dah 8 bulan kahwin


Groomsmen and bridesmaids

Tersesat pula suami aku kat situ

My teddy bear yang makin fluffy <3

Selamat pengantin baru korang! Finally after so many years, kahwin jugaaaa

With Oja, Ain and Rus